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‘To This Day’ by Shane Koyczan

A voice for the bullied

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For the rest of your life, you’ll always regret it.

There were two bigger boys standing over him, and a look of sadness on his face. You’ll regret forever that you never stuck up for him, because you’d been bullied, too, just like one out of every seven kids. And as you’ll see in the new book “To This Day” by Shane Koyczan, it’s never forgotten.

Yes, names are just sounds, but though adults say words will never hurt you, you know they do.

So you stay invisible, stay quiet, stay inside during recess, and “rehearse running away.” You find a friend who’s being bullied, too, because there’s safety together, but you’re still “outnumbered day after wretched day.” The years will pass, you’ll grow up, but, like the mom who found a sign taped to her desk that said “Beware of Dog” back in fifth grade, or the grown-up man who was once a boy fighting depression and anger, the bad feelings will linger.

The thing to remember is, you might feel like an outcast, but you’re not alone. And someday, long after middle school or high school, long after you’ve looked in a “better mirror” to see a beautiful and accomplished person, you’ll understand that “all of this is just debris.” Maybe you aren’t a part of a clique today. Maybe you’re not on the team or in the club, you’re not popular, but those people who bullied you and said bad things were wrong — and you’ll know it.

Then you, and everyone like you, can say, “We made it.”

From its beginnings as a poem written from author Shane Koyczan’s experiences, to a song, then to a video created with the help of 86 animators, “To This Day” is filled with some of the most powerful words you may ever read.

Told from the point of view of a mature-beyond-his-years kid, this book tells a story of triumphant survival that contains just the right words of comfort and support; indeed, in both his foreword and his afterword, Koyczan offers more of his personal story, and he includes voices from fans and readers who ruefully witnessed or memorably endured bullying.

But that’s only part of why you should want this book: illustrations from artists in several countries evoke the perfect mood to match Koyczan’s words, and a list of resources rounds out what bullied teens need.

Toward the end of his poem, Koyczan asks “… if a kid breaks in a school and no one around chooses to hear, do they make a sound?” If that doesn’t hurt your heart, then read this book again. Better yet, own it. “To This Day” is a purchase you won’t regret.

“To This Day,” by Shane Koyczan [70 pages, 2014, $19.95].

Terri Schlichenmeyer has been reading since she was 3 years old, and she never goes anywhere without a book. She lives on a hill with two dogs and 12,000 books.

Posted 12:00 am, January 30, 2015
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